Dear little one:
How your joy
delights me! Your optimism, your enthusiasm and excitement, your willingness to
embrace your dreams, fills my heart with gladness. My love for you deepens
every day.
Yet I am pained,
knowing what you do not. Knowing that these plans, made with hope and
happiness, are not to be (quite yet), distresses me, for I can see what you
cannot.
I know the
eddies and currents of the greater flow around you. I see the roots and stones in
your path, the unseen perils you will encounter. Your joy in this moment is not
unfounded, but the time for fruition is not so soon. In part, you are not
ready. In part, you are needed elsewhere, in support of another’s journey. You are
yourself, little star, but you are also one in a glittering glorious tapestry
and so some things must wait.
You will feel
robbed. Cheated. Perhaps neglected or abandoned. Worse, you will doubt your
decisions made while setting your intention. You will question your own wisdom.
I will weep with
you then. I weep now, anticipating your anger and dismay.
I beg you to
take heart, little spark. Trust in light when all is dark. Your present joy is not
in vain. When the time is right and all is ready, you will be amazed at the wonders
that appear. They will surpass your wildest imagining and be all the sweeter
for the lessons you must first learn.
And let not your
future joy be tainted. Turn your back on fear and trepidation; let neither
colour your dreams. Be not haunted by what is done, but look ahead with the hope
and optimism of now. Be excited for your future, little one, but life is to be lived
in the present.
I am with you
always.
With love,
Oh my stars, is this ever beautiful. xo
ReplyDeleteThank you, Bean. It came to me that angels and/or ancestors and/or the gods weep for us when we're being human, because they know what we don't.
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